I've been burnt out for so god-damn long with no idea of how to recover.

I just want to go back to the way things were so very badly.

Where I could just sit down at any time and draw or write whatever I wanted to for hours.

And have fun the whole time doing it.

Now I gotta spend half of all my available time alive either working to stay alive or sleeping to stay alive.

I've been in this hellish loop for over five years.

I want out.

I feel like I'm wasting this life away.

Working, sleeping, working, and sleeping.

I've barely done any of the things I set out to do when I dropped out of college several years ago.

I haven't had the the energy to work on meaningful projects.

I haven't had the time to make a new portfolio.

I can hardly even take the time to learn a new skill.

All I can do now is consume the content of people that I myself desired to become one day.

Fuck this, man. I want a refund.